She Carried Everything Alone
Baby Grace lived for three months in a world that withheld nearly everything from her. Her mother, twenty years old and carrying HIV, carried even more. This is a story of what it means to be left behind, and what it means when someone finally shows up. There is a particular kind of silence that falls on a hospital ward when a baby who in adversity was born prematurely but somehow lived on for six months suddenly stops breathing. It is different from the ordinary quiet of early morning. It is heavier. It has a shape. It settles over a mother who has not eaten since yesterday afternoon, who is twenty years old, who is alone, and who has just lost the only person she came here to keep alive. That silence fell yesterday, in a pediatric ward somewhere in Jinja. And in its wake, it left a young woman, we will call her Grace's Mother, facing a future that, at this moment, must feel like it has no shape at all. Born Too Soon, Into Too Little Baby Grace entered the world at six months of...